I wonder how it feels like to celebrate christmas at other countries where their christmas spirit is so strong...
what an unhappy night....
everytime i try to make a stand at all i see your face again and i fall in the middle of the night theres a scent of a rose the smell of your perfume i suppose but we cant change the way we feel inside and every try at love never turns out right we both know its better if we just let it go maybe if we met each other under a different sky maybe then things would be much better between you and i we can always hold on to this one special thing we share but it would be to much for us to bare
I wish i was better at telling people how i feel...
And I don't wanna fall to pieces I just want to sit and stare at you I don't want to talk about it And I don't want a conversation I just want to cry in front of you
Had a great day ytd with cy and wc. They are such awesome guys and sweet too! ;) Isnt the christmas tree pretty like me? Wahaha. (just joking) :)
Ben & Jerry, tour around vivo..for my present , pizza hut, home... (i dont really like choosing presents for myself, hehe but i still had lots of fuuuun)
Thank you guys for the awesome day ytd and the present.. :) Really enjoyed myself. Its the best birthday.. Thanks <3
Ohohoh, cy treated me so nice ytd. So caring!! :O I feel like a princess! :D Its like a once in a life time kind of thing..cause he always tease me. (but he is still a caring guy) Hehe. Wish it could be everyday.. Teehee! Who doesnt wanna be treated like a princess eh? Haha. But too bad. It only lasted for a day.. But, im still really grateful for everything. Hehehe. :)))
I miss school..Work is tiring and boring.. But i made friends and the ppl over here really looks like almost everyone i know. I saw a guy who looked like shawn tay! Haha! :p
thank you :)
Friday, December 9, 2011
Got a job doing office stuff. Everyone there are quite friendly.. :) And some of the people there look like my friends..like firdaus, hui fang. One of the boss looked like garfield. Cute :) Oh, and one looked a little like mas salamat(no offence).
Halfday today. Needa go for appointment. Did a blood test and other test. Kinda hurt a little.. Results will be out next friday. Will i be alright? Hmmm...
Met up with horn ytd after work.. He's such a nice guy and he'll always give in to me. He never fails to make me smile too and i'll never get sad. Really grateful to be able to know him.. And thank you for your advance presents horn. Really love it. :) You'll always be my horn.. Dont worry. :)
Went to watch 一泡而红 ytd with cy and wc. The show was not bad and funny! The show is in hokkien and i only knew a little hokkien but their hokkien wasnt that chim and luckily there was subtitles. Wahaha.
Holiday plans: - Get a job (went for so may interviews already still no job.. why i so shi bai?!) Went for 2 more interviews just now.. Please tell me theres job for me! :/
- Gym/swimming, etc. I seriously needa groooooooow. No way am i gonna stuck like this forever.. :'(
Two words: IM SICK! :( Feeling so damn weak right now.. If only.....
*pray hard for them* hope they are fine and maybe patch.. cause they are the sweetest couple i know and im sure they'll overcome anything tgt regardless of who's at fault.. :)
I wish i was close to you so i could cheer you up...
I wish things wouldnt turn out this way for the both of you..
I really hope you both are alright..
Stay strong!
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
The horrible, awful taste of the antibiotics...
Ppl are counting down to their monthsary and here i am counting down to my bday... How nice? :/
Still cant find any jobs.. :( Hope the agent will call me asap. I cant stand another day at home rotting while everyone is working/busy with camps.. *prays*
Yesterday's cupcake making was kinda fail but still it taste nice! :D Manage to pass cupcakes to him for his breakfast today! :) Hope he likes it..
hope all couples are doing fine :) 12 more days...
Why is it so hard to find job? :( Anyone have job intro? :/
hope im able to find jobs at clementi
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
Deep down i knew ive lost...
grateful for everything..
Learnt quite a few things these few days. Love doesnt always mean we have to be with the someone we love. Seeing them happy it'll also make us happy too.
18 more days but it looks like im no longer looking forward to it anymore. Not any more..
Christmas is coming too.. I love christmas. The pretty lights and decorations makes me feel like im in some fairy world with no worries and nothing that could make me sad.
But this year im not really looking forward to anything anymore. It seems like theres nothing that can make me look forward to...
Couldnt help thinking about that.. You are just cheering me up by saying all that. I know it'll never happen. But thanks for cheering me up.. :)
Watched 篮球火 and cried a little too.. But luo zhi xiang is so cuteee!
After that i cried to bed again.. I cant help thinking about christmas 2010.. Whats wrong with me nowadays.. First, too emotional. Second, only had 1 meal for a day.. :/
Grad night was awesome! Weien, alissa, siew min, hannah all look so gorgeous! So jealous! Hahaha. The guys look dashing too! Cy, vighnesh, azri, wc, daryl all look so handsome too!
The performance was awesome :) Yong chien (idk if i spell correctly) was funny. Joke around with mr chew. HAHAHA. His answers were like the only thing i look forward to. :) The food were like almost the same as last year. -.- Now im still very hungry! :(
Took so many photos todayyyy! :))) But didnt manage to take with some of them. Sighhhh. ://///
Gonna miss everyone.. :( 5na shld have a gathering soooooon!!! :)
Prom night is just a day away and im not done shopping for my dress and shoes... Ohno. Gonna head down to town later for dresses. Gonna sleep now.. Cant wait for prom! *excited*
25 more days.... Will this year be a special one? *dream,wish,hope*
Needa get a job soon.. :/
idk whether to smile or cry.. cried while hearing that song. silly me memories... good precious memories...
Feeling so uncomfortable right now.. Couldnt really sleep last night. Woke up super early with an upset tummy.. Felt like throwing up but nothing comes out.. Sucks to be unwell....
Sunday, November 6, 2011
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRENDA! :)))) with lots of love <3<3
Friday, November 4, 2011
So, almost all the papers are over except mt and sci p1.. Yays! Let's partehhhhhh! :D
Today's paper was alright, chem and geo was quite easy, phy was a little hard for me..
No more burning of midnight oils studying till late and waking up damn early to study! Hoooray!
Finally everything is gonna enddddddd! :D
But i kinda enjoy going to the library now.. Wooops :x
Soooo, now am i suppose to reconsider my courses after knowing how 'well' i did for my papers? :/
Actually, did that really happen or was i dreaming?!?! Hmmmm...
Scalded my hand and it kinda hurt now.. careless me
Too worried about you.. Hope you are alright.. :/
Im sure your results wouldnt be that bad as you imagined. :)
Cheer up :D
Monday, October 31, 2011
Screwed up math.. :( Please at least give me a c6 not a d7 or e8.. :( Thought i could have done better.. Disappointed.. :/
Chem is tmr and phy and geo on wed. Why oh why is geo together with phy! I still havent touch on poa and ss. Oh gosh, im screwed! Not enough time!!!
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
Couldnt sleep much last night.. Now i look so shag.. Probably like a zombie.. :/
So, english paper was over.. P1 kinda killed me and p2 was alright. I've no idea if im able to do well for english.. :/
Next up, math. Ohgosh. :///
Saw the video on this helpless man being burnt alive. Almost cried while watching it.. Why are those people so cruel?! Nothing is more precious than someone else's live.. And i heard another man is being burnt alive while being tied to a pole. Ohmy. What has the world become now? Humans burning humans? Seriously, why is the world becoming so cruel?!
Pissed off. Many things to be done. Dont wish to talk about it anymore. Will treat you like normal. Will not talk about anymore of these stuff here. Had enough of lectures. Im done with it. Didnt talk much at all today. Not in the mood to post so i shall post another day.
Monday, October 3, 2011
I really dont know why are you going around ruining other people's friendship. Like seriously, you have ruined 2 friendships already. Now the third or maybe fourth? And you even got her sick? What are you trying to do? I dont think this is fun at all and you should stop before you end up hurting more people.. Stop ruining people's friendship.
I dont think that you should ask people to stop being her friend just over that hari raya thing. Its childish. Everyone has forgotten about it already but why are you still bearing the grudge?
Yes i know you two were JUST FRIENDS and i know he's not mine. I may sound like im controlling him, but i didnt. Im just writing what i feel yesterday. I wont control him or what so ever. I'll be fair. Nobody is perfect. Neither you nor me. These are my flaws. It may not be yours but its mine. And im trying to change. It takes time okay?!
You asked me to face piglet and say hi to him. So i did say actually say hi. How dumb can i get? :x Then you called me retarded! What is this! Tsktsk! :) But it was a funn,long convo. :)))
Hope you say yes so we can go study together tmr.. Its always been see first and in the end we stay at home.. :( Please say yes tmr.. Pretty please~~ So maybe i could ask some poa qns and not stay at home too.. :x
You've got that love that keeps me in a good mood..
Sometimes, it looks like theres a chance and sometimes there isnt.. Confusion strucks me all the time, leaving me with nothing that i can do.. :/
Watched Johnny English just now with darren, chun pong, louis, daniel ong, ji hao, cy, whe how, azri.
This movie is hilarious! Cant stop laughing at their craps! HAHA
Johnny english is the best movie ever! (Y)
After that we went home. Theres this shop near old town white coffee that sells cookies/cupcakes/donuts. They look tooooo cute to be eaten. Pretty toooooo! :)
Yays! Finally prelim is over!! I can finally get my sleep back. All these studying till late at night is tiring me out.
Slept for only 2 hours plus last night. Damn shag now. Probably look like a zombie right now.
But i cant sleep, im afraid i wont be able to sleep again at night. Sigh.
Aching body. Neckache. Headache. Feel like vomitting.
Seriously something is wrong with me. Probably gonna get sick soon. Noooooooooo :(
Prelims over means the nightmare hasnt ended and we are just one step away from olevels. Cant wait for it to end! :)
Jelousy kills. Insecurities acting up. Mixed feelings every single day.
Lovely song isnt it? Listening to this song makes me cry and it reminds me of memories. :')
Didnt text you at all. Scared i'll interupt you texting ppl.. But at least you called :)
Watched contagion yesterday. Was supposed to watch johnny english but everywhere is full house. Sigh. Ate dinner at mac and there's ppl dressed up as pooh, chicken little and some star wars guy i think. They are so funny. They danced to the song party rock anthem. They look cute when they are dancing. Especially the star wars guy. Dancing with his hammer! HAHA.
Was playing with your phone when you are telling me and wc about this movie you watched. The terrorists were happy to kill themselves. HAHA. Then suddenly your phone vibrated. My games stopped. And i knew who you were texting. Haha. There goes my game. :( Lol. So i continued watching the ppl dancing instead. There were some teenagers dancing, not bad at all. Quite professional! :)
Baby its not just you, you know it hurts me too. Please dont forget the good days with me. I believe in us, dont give up on me. Baby its not just you thats hurting, its me too.
PSLE is important, so is Olevels! Both are equally important!!
You are always working and you dont get to see me studying. This doesnt mean i didnt study at all! Every weekend im supposed to do the chores and and study at the same time. Do you know how hard it is? Especially when i get itchy whenever i get in contact with dust..
If chores is more important than olevels, then why send me to school? You might as well lock me up at home and i'll do the chores for you everyday.
You worked every weekdays and you are tired. I know. I study everyday. Arent i tired too? I cant even watch tv for an hour or two. So now watching tv is also a crime? Not doing chores is also a crime too? Unbelievable.
I asked if you could help me do the chores first cause i needa study for prelims. And you said why you have to help me? Haha, im so damn disappointed in you. I have to do all the chores and you and her get to watch tv? And when i watch tv you say im not studying? And when i get lousy results you scold me for not putting more effort? I study till late at night and woke up looking so sloppy and i get scolded for staying up late to study? Didnt i study to get good results so that you can be proud of me? I really cant believe all this.
First, you dont allow me to go to church and say its a waste of time and you say i should spend the time to study instead. Now, doing the chores is more important than studies? So you think studying is not stressful enough for me and you have to add more stress for me? Thanks alot.
Whenever im scolded, u didnt bother to ask if im okay or maybe even defend me? In your eyes, im still and always will be the useless, lazy daughter. Is that why we dont talk at all now? Do u know much effort i try to talk to u but you didnt care. And its so easy for them to talk to u. The only time when u talk to me is when u needed a drink or something. Am i really that transparent to u? What have i done wrong? I dont remember doing anything wrong. Everyday after work, u'll come home and start msning ppl and smile at what the person said. And if im around u, u'll move away so that im not able to see what ur convo is about. Are u really talking to other ladies? Sigh.
Nevermind. I shall not care anymore. There's no point caring too. Im really really very disappointed in you. I cant believe you actually said all these words to me. Now i realised that you even care about my studies at all. You only care about theirs cause im not a study material.
Sick and tired of everything already. I dont even feel like i belong to this family at all.
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
Math paper was horrible. Its sooo extremely hard.. :(
The wind kept blowing at my face, paper and everything! Makes it so difficulty for me to do my paper! :(
Stucked at the first qn already.. And the qns gets harder and harder.. Sigh
I have no idea how am i gonna pass my math.. :(((
The thought of it made me so depressed..
Got stuck outside the house just now for an hour plus :/
So i've got no choice but to go find you.
You look like a small boy. Dont want to lend me your bolster and you hugged it so tightly. Haha. But i still managed to snatched it away from you~ HEHE ;p
This time round, going to your house, everything feels so different.. The last time i went there was during march.. Nothing much change except a few things and going into your room feels so different. It used to be my favourite place but now i feel so weird, awkward and like a stranger to that place.. :/
Wonder if i get to go there again.. :/
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
Hope i am able to my math paper tmr.. Paper 2 already pulled me down..
Hope tmr's paper will be easier.. :/
Geog paper today was awesome. Thank god what i learnt came out. Poa paper was okay.. Hope i managed to at least get a b4.. :/ Havent been passing poa since like... Hehe
Woke up early just to memorise ss. Havent touch on geog and i just started ss. Im doom.. Havent touch on poa too.. I slacked too much.. :/
Watched smurf with jun wei, brenda and vighnesh before going to mr yamin's house. Smurf was smurf-tastic! :) Brenda went to fairprice and bought a smurf. Haha. It was fuuuuuunnnnnn at mr yamin's house and his house is so niceeeeeeeeeee. Everyone looked so preettyy/handsomeee too. Played taboo, xbox/ps3. Mr yamin's wife's cook are superb. Its so smurf-licious~ It was a great bonding session. :)
Going to watch contagion later with cy and wc. So maybe it'll just be cathay, just acia, home...
I dont like feeling this way. It just spoils my day everytime.. :( Its just so hard to control.. I know im not really a fun or exciting person.. :(
Sooo many things not done.. :/ So this week i shall do: -physics extra sets -finish memorising ss -learn poa -learn geog -jump jump jump (trying to grooooow) -try not to feel sad and insecure
Yesterday was fun and you made my day. Watching you and suresh play fifa was fun. You guys were like small kids. Haha! Walking back home together and we talked quite a lot. These small little things just make my day. :)
So far september have been nice.. :)
Thursday, September 1, 2011
Happy teachers day to all teachers :)
Happy birthday Miss tan pei ru! :)
Had so much fun today!
Class was more like clubbing then partying~ Haha
Took photos. Laugh like crazy. Busy tearing newspaper into small pieces.
Busy enjoying the day~ :)
Many ex-jvsian came back. Missed them so much! :D
After that went to play bball with lucas and gang then home.
Another boring day at home.
Rotting at home is what i have been doing for the past 2 days. Lazy me. :)
Was supposed to go out with cy and wc but we got no place to go so we'll just have to stay at home..
Bored bored bored.
It wasnt suppose to turn out this way.. I shouldnt have hurt so much.. But this is reality and i got to face it.. I've got to try harder and be strong.. Cause nothing is changing and i think im making ppl hate me instead..
5 months have passed.
Many things have happened within these 5 months.
Sorrow, joy, anger.
Back then, if nothing happened to us, today we'll be happy and enjoying each other's company..
How i miss those beautiful days..
It all looks as if everything just happened yesterday..
Those memories still fresh on my mind..
It was never easy forgetting you. Worse till, moving on..
I dont wanna forget you instead i'll always remember you..
Now i looked stupid all over again crying..
Screwed up today's prac.
Phy prac not finished. Curve not drawn so qns cant be answered and theory not done..
Chem prac was okay but i think i mixed the solutions up and i guess i got the wrong answers..
Totally screwed!!
But oral was okay :)
After all these, i finally know the answer. Its just me waiting for you all this whille..
Yeah, my heart died the moment i knew the answer..
But still thank you for everything my dear sillyboy. Thanks for all those beautiful memories that you gave me. I'll never ever forget them.. Thankyouandiloveyou.. love,yoursillygirl
Im seriously sick of all these!
And all i can ever do is cry. I feel so pathetic
Put me in drama club now and i can help you to act the crying scene. Zzz
You have never understand and cared about me at all.
When i need you werent you there for me.
You never once feel proud of me and never did you ever praise me and all you do is putting me down.
Im always the one at fault.
Do you know how much i have been suffering in this house?
Did you ever asked or talked about the problems or troubles i have?
Do you know how much i hate being in the house?
NO.
Do you you know how much all these hurt?
I bet you dont cause you dont even bother to care!
Keepin all these to myself cause there's no one at home i can turn to suck big time.
Verse 1 She read me the note he left on her bed Snuck in her room right after she left And put petals on the ground Her head on his shoulder they walk down the hall I'm left to wonder will I ever fall in love And where is he now
Prechorus She's with him, I'm in the back seat Know it's not right but it hurts when they're laughing And I've never been where they are
Chorus I wanna be blown away I wanna be swept off my feet I wanna meet the one who makes it hard for me to breathe I wanna be lost in love I wanna be your dream come true I wanna be scared of how strong I feel for you Just call me beautiful, Call me beautiful Call me beautiful, Call me b-e-a-utiful
Verse 2 Friday night she wore his jersey to the game In the front row screamin out his name As he turns to her and smiles Every where I look people holding hands When am I gonna get my chance at love My chance at love
Prechorus 2 Cuz she's with him, I'm still hurting Try to pretend but it's not working I just wanna be where they are
Chorus I wanna be blown away I wanna be swept off my feet I wanna meet the one who makes it hard for me to breathe I wanna be lost in love I wanna be your dream come true I wanna be scared of how strong I feel for you Just call me beautiful, Call me beautiful Call me beautiful, Call me b-e-a-utiful
Bridge My heart is waiting for your love My hand is waiting for your touch My lips just wanna be kissed by you
Chorus I wanna be blown away I wanna be swept off my feet I wanna meet the one who makes it hard for me to breathe I wanna be lost in love I wanna be your dream come true I wanna be scared of how strong I feel for you Just call me beautiful, Call me beautiful Call me beautiful, Call me b-e-a-utiful
Beautiful, Call me beautiful Call me beautiful, Call me b-e-a-utiful
Have you ever had to get through a day smiling at people and talking as if everything were normal and okay while all the time you felt like you were carrying a leaden weight of unhappiness inside you...?
Saw a chick hatched and i realised that the chick is having difficulties coming from its shell but it did not give up and continued to persevere. In the end it finally came out.
Its indeed amazing.
I needa learn to continue to persevere and not give up.
'Keep moving forward'- Robinson movie
Hornhorn said im his ideal type of girl. He's a really nice guy but...
I can't get you off my mind
Give me the chance to love you
I'll tell you the only reason why
Cause you are on my mind
I want to know you feel it
What do you see when you close your eyes
Cause you are on my mind
What happen to happily ever after when the sweetest couple i know had broken up and they're like strangers now? :( Really hope they are alright especially terry. He looked really depressed whereas jean look like nothing had happened.. NO matter what happened, i hope this will not affect their studies and they'll continue to fight this battle together... *wish them all the best*
They were once so sweet and compatible. The only couple i regard as a fairytale but now it disappeared.. Leaving behind just memories, both painful and happy..
Finally back from camp! :) Whole body aching, mosquito bites everywhere and exhausted... Its really fun planning the camp and activities. The bond between the juniors and seniors have grown and im really glad :D And the school is really dusty and dirty like omg! Slept for one night and theres mosquito bites everywhere.. :/ Really enjoyed during the camp :D
Went to sentosa with cy, wj and wc.
Bought a frisbee and the guys started to play withit while i watched.
After a while they sat down down and we played with sand for a while and stopped.
Cy went to tan leaving the three of us.
Wj and wc slept for a while i think so i went to the shore and played alone(emo).
Cause i know that my plan has failed half of it already..
Not long later wj and wc came and find me and they went into the water
I sat down and watched them play while cy is still tanning.
I went to drank some water and cy asked if he could see my polaroid so i lent him.
Since he wanna be photographer for the day so i became his 'guinea pig'. Haha
So this is the outcome:
After that he went into the water and they asked me to go in.
I went in a little, cy acted like he wanna go up to our bags area and grab something but turned out i got pushed by him into the water.
He and his nonsence.
We played frisbee in the water.
Sometimes cy played 'kidnap'(using his shirt and cover my head -.- )
After playing for quite some time, the sun finally set a little.
Cy went to bathe first while i continue to play with wj and wc for a while.
Cy came back to borrow shampoo from me.
When he came back he told me he washed his hair 3 times and he said that the smell is very nice. HAHA
Then i went to bathe and cy went to ask the guys to bathe
By the time i come out wj was with cy. HAHA
We all waited for wc, when he come out we went to have dinner at pastamania.
On the way to the beach station, cy took photos. Again. HAha
And i knida bump into a small boy. Hope he's alright. *guilty*
After eating at pastamania, wj and wc went to buy the movie tickets for X-men while i keep cy away from the cinema. HEHE :)
Lucky they came out in time or else he would have dragged me to the cinema. Phew!
While waiting for the movie to start, we went out and took photos.
This time im the photographer! Hehe!
Crazy bunch of guys :)
After watching X-men it was already 1130+!!
Wj and cy took bus 97 while wc and i took bus 30
When all of them reached home, im still on the bus!!
By the time i reached home it was around 1..
Chated with cy for a while and off i go to bed.
Although plan kinda failed but still we had lots of fun~ :))))
Seriously, i've got no words to describe how much i SERIOUSLY HATE you! You've got no idea how much i feel like zipping your mouth everytime you speak! You will never know how it feels like to be in my position until you have been through it yourself! To think we were once best friends but now i dont dare to get close to you..
Was super pissed in the morning but after that everything was nice~ :D Went studying with cy again. Haha He's such a crap! Always bullying me :x He looks at my phone sometimes but idk what is he looking at.. :o Didnt bother to ask anyway. Haha. He wont say~~
These few days he seem different Different in a good way :) The way he text and act.. HEHE :))) And he wore the shirt i bought for him todayyyyy. Look nice on him! :)
I can be tough I can be strong But with you, It's not like that at all Theres a girl who gives a shit Behind this wall You just walk through it
And I remember all those crazy thing you said You left them running through my head You're always there, you're everywhere But right now I wish you were here All those crazy things we did Didn't think about it just went with it You're always there, you're everywhere But right now I wish you were here
Damn, Damn, Damn, What I'd do to have you Here, Here, Here I wish you were here Damn, Damn, Damn, What I'd do to have you Near, Near, Near I wish you were here.
I love the way you are It's who I am don't have to try hard We always say, Say like it is And the truth is that I really miss
All those crazy thing you said You left them running through my head You're always there, you're everywhere But right now I wish you were here All those crazy things we did Didn't think about it just went with it You're always there, you're everywhere But right now I wish you were here
Damn, Damn, Damn, What I'd do to have you Here, Here, Here I wish you were here Damn, Damn, Damn, What I'd do to have you Near, Near, Near I wish you were here.
No, I don't wanna let go I just wanna let you know That I never wanna let go Let go, Oh, Oh, No, I don't wanna let go I just wanna let you know That I never wanna let go Let go, Let go, Let go...
Damn, Damn, Damn, What I'd do to have you Here, Here, Here I wish you were here Damn, Damn, Damn, What I'd do to have you Near, Near, Near I wish you were here.
Dreading to go school to collect camp's consent form.. Too tired~~~
Having the huddle(study group) tmr and badminton after that Should i go? Haha
Going celebrate cy's super belated birthday with wen jie, wei cai and maybe samiah, suresh and jacky Hope my plans for the day dont fail. :)
HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY BOY! :D Hope you really like the present and card i gave you. :) Really enjoyed my day today even though we didnt celebrate your birthday.. But i hope you enjoyed yourself too. :D
Such a fun day today~ Went studying with cy today. Which was rare cause he dont study with me one and when ever i ask him to go study he will always reject me. But today he asked me. Bahahaha :D He is the one getting distracted. Idk why but normally it would be me :p So many things to say but idk how to say. Ahahaha. So i'll just keep it to myself. :)
I love today :) I hope its not another false hope.. Thanks for the fun we had just now :D
After these two awesome days of enrichment lessons with the coaches, i think all of use had learnt something very useful :) We also had great bonding time! I have never seen us(sec 5s) so bonded before! We were all so encouraging and motivating!~ But its kinda sad that some didnt come. Hehe
Ms Tan also told coach khim that we are the best sec 4na batch since last year! :D So coooooool~
Did a personality test today and now i know the reason why me, brenda and ezzaty couldnt study together at all. We were all 'I' -.- Which is why we get easily distracted. :x So now we neeeeed Vighnesh! He'll know how to shut us up! HEHE
Had an activity just now. We held each other's hand so tightly that i almost sprain my hand when the coaches tried to seperate us. Haha But none of us were seperated! Not even the guys! Awesome~~~~ Followed by our bonding time. Thats the best time i had today :) Encouraging and motivating words coming out from our friends (Y) And we all said that We'll never give up! :D
Had a fun time just now even though its just for a while :)
Even when seasons change Our love still stays the same Will it?
I cried. I smiled. Yeah, deep inside i died. Faking a smile is so easy. Yet giving a real smile is so hard for me. Im too hurt. All these pain is suffocating me. When will all these be back to normal? To the days we were so happy and in love.. Am i dreaming too much? Or are these gonna happen? Maybe its just me holding on to this teeny weeny hope. Just like the days your friends make fun of me... Hoping that you'll be mine.. But i guess i dont have much hope left. Just me alone.. I guess she's the only one who can make you in love again. She can make you happy now. Not me. Maybe im giving you too much pain..
Chinese mock exam today Dont think i have done well.. Didnt really finish paper 2 :/ The passages really made me wanna sleep! :(
Went to had lunch with the awesomest guys. Suresh cut his hair but its like the same! Meanwhile we went to harris cause cy say he wanna read books. Yeah right, haha! He always go in read a little and out we go. HAHA! He kept calling me a vampire/zombie! :( Then the rest joined in. Heh! Even though im not but still it funny from the way they teased me. HEHE Ate at Ria. Spicy spicy spicy. Cy is too funny! Hahaha! Wj's face was so pinky! Ahahaha.
It was fun playing with them. Especially cy. He never fails to make me laugh. Ahahaha
Parent teacher meeting later on! Im soooooo DOOMED! :( I cant imagine my parents angry face! Too scary! :(
Sports carnival today was fuuuuun.
But still im somehow disappointed..
I ran as fast as i could already and yet you guys said i ran very slow.. :(
I even sprained my ankle for this 'race'..
So much for nothing.. :(
But at least some said i ran fast :)
After that i went to play soccer
It was soooooo fun!
But we lost.. :(
But its okay, at least we had fun.
Really proud that we are the only girls 5na team since no guys wanna come help us. Sigh.
All they ever know was volleyball! Tsktsk.
During the event, brenda was unwell so me and ezzaty looked after her. :)
We waited for her to sleep but she cant!
HAHHA!
Maybe it was the hot weather or the pain thats killing her.
And we didnt go assemble at the hall. HAHA!
After the whole event ends, brenda and ezzaty took the taxi home
I went home with cy, wj and suresh.
The awesomest guys ever! :) Crapped with them and stuff. We went to eat Just Acia and after that we went home
Plan kinda fail.
Dreading to go school to collect camp's consent form..
