Bored

Another boring day at home.
Rotting at home is what i have been doing for the past 2 days. Lazy me. :)
Was supposed to go out with cy and wc but we got no place to go so we'll just have to stay at home..
Bored bored bored.



It wasnt suppose to turn out this way..
I shouldnt have hurt so much..
But this is reality and i got to face it..
I've got to try harder and be strong..
Cause nothing is changing and i think im making ppl hate me instead..

25

5 months have passed.
Many things have happened within these 5 months.
Sorrow, joy, anger.

Back then, if nothing happened to us, today we'll be happy and enjoying each other's company..
How i miss those beautiful days..
It all looks as if everything just happened yesterday..
Those memories still fresh on my mind..
It was never easy forgetting you. Worse till, moving on..
I dont wanna forget you instead i'll always remember you..

Now i looked stupid all over again crying..


Screwed up today's prac.
Phy prac not finished. Curve not drawn so qns cant be answered and theory not done..
Chem prac was okay but i think i mixed the solutions up and i guess i got the wrong answers..
Totally screwed!!
But oral was okay :)

Ever after

Have not finished reading this book.

Although this may sound stupid but this book can make me wanna cry everytime i read it..

It never fails to remind me of happy, sad, enjoyable memories..

Yes i admit im quite demanding and stuff.

Im not perfect. Nobody is. Zzz

Im sorry.

Sorry i am demanding.

Sorry i wrote ppl names in my blog.

Sorry i let ppl misjudge the good ones.

Sorry i wrote all about him.

Sorry i made him feel so tired/sick of me.

Sorry..

Thankyou for telling me all this..

Im not being sarcastic and stuff, i really am sorry.. :)

I feel so disgusted, disappointed in myself..
I feel so shameful and ugly too..

Disappointed,frustrated

C6.

Im so disappointed in my results. :(

And im also sorry for not putting more effort in doing well..

Thanks to those who encouraged me :)

persevere

You are just so freaking annoying!
Im not the one you can anyhow vent your anger on! :@

last ndp

Awesome day! :)

Its already our last ndp in jvs. Ohmy, time sure fly fast. In fact, too fast.

Next would be prelims, intense studying and prom.

If only time could slow down a little and let us enjoy all these happy moments that we are creating..

Wouldnt it be great?

All these studying is really tiring me out..

I hope i still have the strength to persevere.. :/

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'Behind my smile, is a hurting heart.
Behind my laugh, im falling apart.
Look closely at me, the girl i am isnt me.'