So many problems lately. I'm not sure if i can handle this any longer. Focusing on studies has become harder lately. Sometimes, i really don't understand what do you guys want from me. I'm tired of fighting, i really am. Sometimes staying strong is so hard that i feel like giving up and just break down....

One moment its all nice and stuff and then suddenly for no apparent reasons, everything started falling... And when you guys tried to heal the pain wouldn't there be scars left behind? You guys are able to make my day and then suddenly you just have to ruin it for don't know what reasons and then cover up everything as though nothing has happened. Funny isn't it? It's like everytime i get comfortable, something bad happens and it ruins everything.

Sigh.

"Take me to the times when things were fine, it's all broken now."