I wonder how it feels like to celebrate christmas at other countries where their christmas spirit is so strong...



what an unhappy night....








everytime i try to make a stand at all
i see your face again and i fall
in the middle of the night theres a scent of a rose
the smell of your perfume i suppose
but we cant change the way we feel inside
and every try at love never turns out right
we both know its better if we just let it go

maybe if we met each other under a different sky
maybe then things would be much better between you and i
we can always hold on to this one special thing we share
but it would be to much for us to bare

christmas

Cant feel any christmas spirit this year..but its still kinda nice to chill and watch some movies.. :)

last year's christmas was the best..

cause i had you..

sad, disappointed, angry, hurt

I really hate this house...










I wish i was better at telling people how i feel...









And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you

Awesome day ;)

Had a great day ytd with cy and wc. They are such awesome guys and sweet too! ;) Isnt the christmas tree pretty like me? Wahaha. (just joking) :)

Ben & Jerry, tour around vivo..for my present , pizza hut, home...
(i dont really like choosing presents for myself, hehe but i still had lots of fuuuun)

Thank you guys for the awesome day ytd and the present.. :) Really enjoyed myself. Its the best birthday.. Thanks <3



Ohohoh, cy treated me so nice ytd. So caring!! :O I feel like a princess! :D Its like a once in a life time kind of thing..cause he always tease me. (but he is still a caring guy) Hehe. Wish it could be everyday.. Teehee! Who doesnt wanna be treated like a princess eh? Haha. But too bad. It only lasted for a day.. But, im still really grateful for everything. Hehehe. :)))





I miss school..Work is tiring and boring.. But i made friends and the ppl over here really looks like almost everyone i know. I saw a guy who looked like shawn tay! Haha! :p






thank you :)

Got a job doing office stuff. Everyone there are quite friendly.. :) And some of the people there look like my friends..like firdaus, hui fang. One of the boss looked like garfield. Cute :) Oh, and one looked a little like mas salamat(no offence).

Halfday today. Needa go for appointment. Did a blood test and other test. Kinda hurt a little.. Results will be out next friday. Will i be alright? Hmmm...





Met up with horn ytd after work.. He's such a nice guy and he'll always give in to me. He never fails to make me smile too and i'll never get sad. Really grateful to be able to know him.. And thank you for your advance presents horn. Really love it. :) You'll always be my horn.. Dont worry. :)





Really greatful for everything.. :')

sick

Went to watch 一泡而红 ytd with cy and wc.
The show was not bad and funny! The show is in hokkien and i only knew a little hokkien but their hokkien wasnt that chim and luckily there was subtitles. Wahaha.



Holiday plans:
- Get a job (went for so may interviews already still no job.. why i so shi bai?!)
Went for 2 more interviews just now.. Please tell me theres job for me! :/

- Gym/swimming, etc. I seriously needa groooooooow. No way am i gonna stuck like this forever.. :'(






Two words: IM SICK! :(
Feeling so damn weak right now..
If only.....

Christmas...

I wont ask for much this Christmas

I wont even wish for snow

I just wanna keep on waiting

Underneath the mistletoe

All i want for Christmas is you...

troubled, lost, sad..

Haiz

*pray hard for them* hope they are fine and maybe patch.. cause they are the sweetest couple i know and im sure they'll overcome anything tgt regardless of who's at fault.. :)

I wish i was close to you so i could cheer you up...

I wish things wouldnt turn out this way for the both of you..

I really hope you both are alright..

Stay strong!