dead

After all these, i finally know the answer.
Its just me waiting for you all this whille..






Yeah, my heart died the moment i knew the answer..










But still thank you for everything my dear sillyboy.
Thanks for all those beautiful memories that you gave me.
I'll never ever forget them..
Thankyouandiloveyou..
love,yoursillygirl

Disappointed

Im seriously sick of all these!
And all i can ever do is cry. I feel so pathetic
Put me in drama club now and i can help you to act the crying scene. Zzz


You have never understand and cared about me at all.
When i need you werent you there for me.

You never once feel proud of me and never did you ever praise me and all you do is putting me down.
Im always the one at fault.


Do you know how much i have been suffering in this house?
Did you ever asked or talked about the problems or troubles i have?
Do you know how much i hate being in the house?








NO.

Do you you know how much all these hurt?
I bet you dont cause you dont even bother to care!
Keepin all these to myself cause there's no one at home i can turn to suck big time.





Im not gonna care anymore.

thanks :'(

Im sorry i cried..
Im sorry im not strong enough..

Mixed feelings

You're still you by Josh Groban

Such a nice song that manage to almost make me cry right before listening compre. Zzzz

Too many flashbacks upon hearing that song. ;(

Flashback.

Flashback.

Flashback.

Flashback.

Flashback.

Listening compre was quite easy.

Went home straight. Such a tiring day...

Hate having mixed feelings..

b-e-a-utiful~

Verse 1
She read me the note he left on her bed
Snuck in her room right after she left
And put petals on the ground
Her head on his shoulder they walk down the hall
I'm left to wonder will I ever fall in love
And where is he now

Prechorus
She's with him, I'm in the back seat
Know it's not right but it hurts when they're laughing
And I've never been where they are

Chorus
I wanna be blown away
I wanna be swept off my feet
I wanna meet the one who makes it hard for me to breathe
I wanna be lost in love
I wanna be your dream come true
I wanna be scared of how strong I feel for you
Just call me beautiful, Call me beautiful
Call me beautiful, Call me b-e-a-utiful

Verse 2
Friday night she wore his jersey to the game
In the front row screamin out his name
As he turns to her and smiles
Every where I look people holding hands
When am I gonna get my chance at love
My chance at love

Prechorus 2
Cuz she's with him, I'm still hurting
Try to pretend but it's not working
I just wanna be where they are

Chorus
I wanna be blown away
I wanna be swept off my feet
I wanna meet the one who makes it hard for me to breathe
I wanna be lost in love
I wanna be your dream come true
I wanna be scared of how strong I feel for you
Just call me beautiful, Call me beautiful
Call me beautiful, Call me b-e-a-utiful

Bridge
My heart is waiting for your love
My hand is waiting for your touch
My lips just wanna be kissed by you

Chorus
I wanna be blown away
I wanna be swept off my feet
I wanna meet the one who makes it hard for me to breathe
I wanna be lost in love
I wanna be your dream come true
I wanna be scared of how strong I feel for you
Just call me beautiful, Call me beautiful
Call me beautiful, Call me b-e-a-utiful

Beautiful, Call me beautiful
Call me beautiful, Call me b-e-a-utiful

lost

Have you ever had to get through a day smiling at people and talking as if everything were normal and okay while all the time you felt like you were carrying a leaden weight of unhappiness inside you...?

Mixtures

Library, ashton, plaza, home.
Fun, angry, sad, happy.
Out with cy and weicai yesterday.