So many problems lately. I'm not sure if i can handle this any longer. Focusing on studies has become harder lately. Sometimes, i really don't understand what do you guys want from me. I'm tired of fighting, i really am. Sometimes staying strong is so hard that i feel like giving up and just break down....

One moment its all nice and stuff and then suddenly for no apparent reasons, everything started falling... And when you guys tried to heal the pain wouldn't there be scars left behind? You guys are able to make my day and then suddenly you just have to ruin it for don't know what reasons and then cover up everything as though nothing has happened. Funny isn't it? It's like everytime i get comfortable, something bad happens and it ruins everything.

Sigh.

"Take me to the times when things were fine, it's all broken now."

Afd exam tmr! Hope it wont be that tough......

Tchouk training tmr! Cant wait! :)

Things will get better i hope...

BAD day. Horrible cramps, no sales, ruined dinner, horrible mood swings. Sigh. #pissed

Things to do:
-crash QA's chalet
-meet ezzaty on wednesday
-watch spiderman 3 with the guys
-find articles related to bev
-study bev chap 6 & 7
-gym (anyone?)
-jog
-catch up on running man (not a fan of korean but the show is really funny)
-gain more weight!
-harry potter exhibition (anyone?)

A day out with ezzaty! Man, i missed her soooooo much! :)
She's always the one with the jokes and the noisiest one (but the most cheerful one). We are always making so much noise tgt. Hahaha. Gonna meet her on wednesday again! Cant wait!!

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MFM ytd at bugis with cy :) (their outlet is soo inside...)
First time eating @ MFM and its AWESOME (Y). Their honey mustard is DA BEST (Y) ;) #yums

I've always love hanging out with cy. He never fails to make ppl laugh and ytd was probably one of the funniest day ever. ♥♥♥ ;)

Dear you know who you are,

Can you guys please stop all these nonsensical arguments? Its really childish and pointless.
Why quarrel over something stupid and end up hurting your friendship and tearing this clique apart?
Is it worth it? Why start the argument again when things have already cooled down?
Do you guys really wanna continue having tensions for the rest of the years? And over who supporting who?

Yes, history does repeats itself but when that happens, it depends on how well you handle it this time.
Are you gonna sit down and do nothing and let history repeats itself again?
Or are you gonna do something to it, to prevent history from repeating itself? You choose.


So, please stop all these arguments and all the threatenings. We are all worried about you guys.