Ups and Downs

Yayyy!! Bad days are over and welcome good days! :D

Talking to afiqah now. Heh! She's a really nice girl. :)
No doubt of her being my bestie. ♥
She'll be here for me everytime whenever i am feeling down, the first i share my secrets with and the first to hear my all my loooong stories. I'm really grateful for having such an awesome friend. :D
And i am really lucky to have friends whom are always there for me. :D

Today i am also dissapointed with my friends. You are the ones who did all those horrible stuff to me and apparently you guys just act normal and go around telling lies about me and make up your own stories.
I wont interfere with what you guys are doing. I am just gonna keep everything to myself and see what else you guys have in stored for me.
Maybe next time, i might even bring popcorn along and listen to all your wonderful stories and grade them.

Memories

Do you remember the times where we sat by the sea and just watching at how the water moves and we were cuddled to each other?
Do you still remember what i like & dislike?
Do you still love and care for me like before?
All these thoughts went through my mind these few days.
Oh well, i am not gonna think much about all those negative thoughts that are flooding through my mind right now.
I'll just be cheerful like before. Maybe the old me is better?
Dont you think so? :/

I really do. :/

SMILE

Talking to weien just now was awesome. :D
She's a lovely girl. I didn't know i would find someone who understands how i feel.
She has given me lots of advice and she made me understand lots of stuff. HEHE ^^
I know i tend to be sensitive but still if i didnt show how i feel, it doesnt mean i dont mind or care.

Being with you, i have indeed been through lots of stuff and the road sure is tough. I have cried, smiled and got angry at you. But still i am really happy to be able to be with you. You can really make my day even though you didnt really do anything. But those small actions of yours tickled my heart. And whenever i am with you i will be overjoyed and i always smile. :D Thank you my silly boy for everything. At least now i will be looking forward to everyday and what lies ahead of me. <3

sad much

Have you gotten used to not calling me and chatting with me over the phone late at night?
Have you gotten used to not expecting my phone calls?
Have you gotten used to not calling me by my nickname and saying imy/ily?
Or have you gotten used to not telling me all your troubles or not caring about how i felt..?
All these just hurt terribly..

Looks familiar? HEHE ^^

Saw this at brenda's house last time. :D

Well, i guess my blog is super dead. Hehe :x

I'll try to update. :)

Okay, regarding this, though these few days the road is tough for me.
But i'll still continue to move on no matter how hard it is..
I'll try not to be jealous? :x

WOW! This sure looks DELICIOUS!!!! :D
*yum yum!!!*

OMG!! Its only feburary and i am stressed! :/
Idk what will happen when it comes to june!
Will everyone be over stressed?!
Now the only thing i am afraid of is sanjay!
He is studying too hard now and i am scared that by june he cant take it anymore.. :'(

MERRY CHRISTMAS PPL! :D