Its been long since i last post anything.

So.......
I graduated from ite and now im studying in nyp. (f&b biz)
Its kinda stress doing all the baking and stuff.
Not sure if i wanna go into this line in the future or study biz instead....
My life is pretty much of a mess right now.

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I miss my ite friends so badly... :(
Life in ite is indeed way much more fun and carefree as compared to poly life.
Poly life is just projects, projects and more projects.
And i'm like the oldest in my class & course (i think) which makes it even harder for me to fit in the class :(

#antisocial #old

#FriendsInMyITELife

Exams ended. I guess i did pretty badly for my paper today.
Feeling so depressed right now....
Guess i cant get into sp or np anymore... :(

Just wanna cry to bed...


2 years of ITE life has also ended. I've had so much fun during these 2 years.
Although i've been through quite a hell lot these 2 years, still its really great knowing these bunch of friends :')
I really thank god for everything and also getting to know them. Its truly an amazing year.



Ezah, Amirah & Musfirah:

Thank you girls for everything; listening to my bullshits/craps/fan-girl moments/eyecandy etc.
Its really great knowing you girls. :')

Although i don't talk or hang out with you girls, but still you girls are my best-est friends. Helping me with my friendship/relationship problems and also the conflicts i had.... I really thank god for you girls :) And also i know i threw my temper quite a hell lot and I'm sorry hehe. :x

Zq:

Thank you for listening to ALL my problems & helping me to solve them, and also of course my fangirl-ing  moments over my dramas haha. *o* AND also helping me with my eyecandy :*

I hope we'll still hang out often although i'll see you at work haha. Although we've only gotten close with each other this year, we've gone through quite a hell lot. From your problems with your clique to 'b' to 'w' to my problems. See how much we've been through? Don't be sad over them okay? And dont ever give up in anything. I know you love ballet, so don't give up when things don't go the way you've planned it to be. Pursue it and make everyone proud. ;)


And lastly to my guy best friend, Haikal:

Thank you for every single thing. From listening to ALL my problems to helping me solve them to always cheering me up by sending me photos of dumbbell hahaha. Thank you thank you thank you!

We've indeed been through A LOT. Talking about our problems and always ending up in square one :(
But don't ever give up in anything you do alright? You're a smart kid. Although you're pretty anti-social but when you start to open up, you're quite a funny guy to talk to. So don't be shy okay! Open up more!
I admit its very hard not to think about what happened in the past and move on but we'll make our way through tgt :) Remember, you've dumbbell :D Don't lose hope in everything you do okay ;)

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All the best in your future guys! Really hope we'll keep in touch with each other no matter which school/course we get into. May you all get into your desired course and school. :D Love you all :*

Reading through my old post... :')
So many memories; good & bad, happy & sad.
I remember how i use to always blog about everything that happened haha.
But now? Good or bad, I don't blog about them anymore. I guess i prefer keeping everything inside. And also maybe cause i'm lazy?
Sometimes keeping things unsaid might be better even if there's so many things i wish i could say... Nothing i say turns out right anyway.



Nobody understands anyway.........

Feeling so stress....... 

What if I can't get into any poly......? Sigh

Judgemental society

I just don't get it why does this society has to be so judgemental. 

What's wrong with wearing sth similar? 

Maybe the person has the same fashion sense as the others but that DOES NOT mean that they are trying to be someone. 

So don't go around and judge me when you're not any better. 

At times like this, I wish we are still close.... 

Only you understand me well...

'Maybe she laughs and maybe she cries. And maybe you will be surprised at everything she keeps inside.'